SongNotes Volumes 4-6

VOLUME 4


Viva Sweet Love is a set of five songs originally written for bass voice. The middle three are on poems of James Laughlin bookended by two poems of E.E. Cummings, all first-person narratives.


As is the sea marvelous begins with language evocative of Genesis, sonorous and remote. The piano sets the atmosphere suggesting the depths of the sea and the hypnotic breaking of the waves. The earth has its seasons, the moon its phases, the stars fade at the first morning light, “but the sea does not change” the poet reminds us. The tone of the poem turns surprisingly intimate in the closing lines. The pianist must gauge the opening two measures by the speed of the sixty-fourth notes in the third and keep the tempo inexorably steady.


By contrast, Rome: In the Café needs a certain improvisatory freedom throughout. For the singer, it is important to know that the audience will not realize this is a first-person narrative until the very end: this should come as a surprise – if she comes every morning at eleven, then he's already there awaiting her. This is one of several Laughlin poems tinged with an element of voyeurism.


The poet's use of anaphora is the engine that drives You came as a thought. Each phrase should seem to be formulated in the pauses separating them. Take care to differentiate between the dotted eighths and the eighths in measures 3 & 5. The modulation in the last bar should feel like a revelation.


The Crystal Palace Market stood at the intersection of Eighth and Market streets in San Francisco from 1923 until 1959. This is another instance in which the narrator is 'watching'. Another strain running through Laughlin's poetry is the longing of an older man for a younger woman, and considering the imagery, this is a person of appetites. Do observe the difference between straight eighths and swung triplets.


The performers need to capture the Hopkins-like, ecstatic quality of sweet spring, and much of this task falls to the pianist. As the song contains few cadences, the pianist must maintain a light and effervescent texture, always 'keeping the feather in the air'.


As is the sea marvelous

as is the sea marvelous

from god's

hands which sent her forth

to sleep upon the world


and the earth withers

the moon crumbles

one by one

stars flutter into dust


but the sea

does not change

and she goes forth out of hands and

she returns into hands


and is with sleep…


love,

          the breaking


of your

            soul

            upon

my lips

                            -  e. e. cummings


Rome: In the Café

She comes at eleven every morning

To meet a man who makes her cry


They sit at a table in the back row

Talking very earnestly and soon


She begins to cry    he holds her

Hand and reasons with her & she


Tries to smile when he leaves

her    then she cries again and


Orders a brandy and gulps it

Down   then she makes her face


New and goes home   yes I think

That she knows that I come just


To watch her & wait for the day

When he does not come at all.

          

                            - James Laughlin


You Came as a Thought

When I was past such thinking

You came as a song when I had


Finished singing    you came when

The sun had just begun its set-


ting    you were my evening star.


Crystal Palace Market

Saw a girl in a food

store who looked like


you gave me the shakes

in my poor old heart


darling darling sings

the voice on the radio


darling why did we

ever drift apart     big


giant food market full

of things to eat every


thing to eat that a

person can desire


but I guess that I'll go

hungry  hungry  hungry


darling says the radio

why did we ever part?

          -James Laughlin



sweet spring

“sweet spring is your

time is my time is our

time for springtime is lovetime

and viva sweet love”


(all the merry little birds are

flying in the floating in the

very spirits singing in

are winging in the blossoming)


lovers go and lovers come

awandering awondering

but any two are perfectly

alone there's nobody else alive


(such a sky and such a sun

I never knew and neither did you

And everybody never breathed

Quite so many kinds of yes)


Not a tree can count his leaves

Each herself by opening

But shining who by thousands mean

Only one amazing thing


(secretly adoring shyly

tiny winging darting floating

merry in the blossoming

always joyful selves are singing)


“sweet spring is your

time is my time is our

time for springtime is lovetime

and viva sweet love”


          - e. e. cummings


James Laughlin was advised to give up writing poetry by his one-time mentor Ezra Pound. Happily, not only did he persevere and leave a significant volume of collected poems, he also founded New Directions publishing, which disseminated the work of Pound, Bishop, Williams, Stevens and a host of other mid-century poets.

Laughlin's poetry speaks of love and lust, of things remembered, sometimes with regret, and, at times, the frustrated obsession of an older man for a much younger woman. The Brief Light was originally written for baritone and guitar, and the piano version hews closely to that setting. The title is taken from Catullus:

     

            ...cum semel occidit brevis lux, nox est perpetua una dormienda.

             ...once the brief light sets, night is an endless sleeping.


I thought of When you danced cinematically. As the woman mimes her dance to imagined music, we can see the fleeting image of Cynthia superimposed, and vanish. The accompaniment features typical flamenco tremolo passages and rasgueado flourishes.


Song is the most priapic of the set. The situation begs certain questions: is the woman just a neighbor or is she known to the narrator? Did she actually take notice of him? Is the scenario he has concocted for her only in his imagination? Over an insinuating accompaniment, the repetition of “lovely so lovely” becomes unsettling.


The Voices trades in the age-old dichotomy between rational and emotional: a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other.

Curiously, the mind cautions “you'll take her love but you can't give yourself”, but the heart responds confidently that regardless, “you will bring her a happiness she has never known before.” Is this presumption a recipe for misery and remorse?


Occidet brevis lux could be the sober reckoning of the characters in Crystal Palace Market: a young woman whose life lies ahead of her and an aging man whose years lay behind. His expression is halting, vulnerable. In contrast to what preceded, the accompaniment is spare, the tune obsessive.


The Summons was in my mind for several years before I could settle on how to treat this brutal yet ultimately tender poem. It wasn't until I was relegated to the six strings of the guitar, rather than the eighty-eight keys of the piano that it came into focus. The nocturnal conjuring of the departed puts one in mind of Christina Rossetti's Echo. Muffled drumbeats set the scene for the exposition. These martial sections (also m. 20-25) need to be rigidly rhythmic to contrast with the domestic scene.


I have drifted

off to sea from you but

you were not abandoned


Ariadne    we were playing

in the sand like child-  


ren    we waded in the sea

a current carried me a-


way but left you on the

shore    your life is yours


again    I cannot will not

harm you more    your eyes


were soft & sad    I loved

you as I never loved be-


fore but now the ancient

sea has carried me away.


                                  - James Laughlin


VOLUME 5


The poet E. E. Cummings generally did not title his poems, but as a matter of practicality, songs must have titles, so I decided on Witness, because the scene suggested to me the practice of 'witnessing', i.e. relating a spiritual encounter at religious revivals.  This song recounts a strange and numinous meeting. Witness, Passacaglia and love is a place are originally from Encounters, a cycle for tenor and orchestra.


Witness

no time ago          

or else a life                    

walking in the dark

i met christ


jesus)my heart               

flopped over                    

and lay still

while he passed(as                                             

close as  i'm to you

yes closer                    

made of nothing               

except loneliness



Passacaglia is so named because of the musical form in which the poem is cast.  The image of stone children singing reminded me of statuary my wife and I came across in Père Lachaise cemetery in Paris.  The poet's incantational repetition of the alliterative stone, singing, silence, struck me as eerie and unsettling.  (Generally, children are anything but silent.) The song is set as a passacaglia, a set of variations over a cyclical pattern, because of its sense of motion-in-stasis, like the frozen song of the children.


Passacaglia

these children singing in stone a

silence of stone these

little children wound with stone

flowers opening for


ever these silently lit

tle children are petals

their song is a flower of

always their flowers


of stone are


silently singing

a song more silent

than silence these always


children forever

singing wreathed with singing

blossoms children of

stone with blossoming


eyes


know if a

lit tle

tree listens

forever to always children singing forever

a song made

of silent as stone silence of

song


The epigrammatic love is a place needs no explanation, only a reading of simple, quiet wonder.


love is a place

love is a place

& through this place of

love move

(with brightness of peace)

all places


yes is a world

& in this world of

yes live

(skilfully curled)

all worlds

                       - E.E. Cummings


Words To Be Spoken was written in memory of pianist Glenn Parker, lost to the AIDS epidemic. It is the alto solo from the Book of Uncommon Prayer. The poem, by Archibald MacLeish, is inscribed “for Baoth Wiborg son of Gerald and Sara Murphy who died in New England in his sixteenth year and a tree was planted there”. The Murphys were an expatriate couple who lived for some years in Cap d'Antibes and were hosts to many a luminary in France during the 1920s. Their eldest son Baoth died of spinal meningitis in 1935.


Words To Be Spoken

O shallow ground

That over ledges

Shoulders the gentle year,


Tender O shallow

Ground your grass is

Sisterly touching us:


Your trees are still:

They stand at our side in the

Night lantern


Sister O shallow

Ground you inherit

Death as we do.


Your year also –

The young face,

The voice – vanishes.


Sister O shallow

Ground

            let the silence of

Green be between us

And the green sound.


                                   - Archibald MacLeish


I Stop Writing the Poem is the soprano solo from the Book of Uncommon Prayer, on a poem by Tess Gallagher. The emptiness of the shirt, arms in a folded embrace (suggested by the converging lines in the accompaniment), foreshadow the death of the poet's husband from a long illness.


I Stop Writing the Poem

I stop writing the poem

to fold the clothes.  No matter who lives

or who dies, I'm still a woman.

I'll always have plenty to do.

I bring the arms of his shirt

together.  Nothing can stop

our tenderness.  I'll get back

to the poem.  I'll get back to being

a woman.  But for now,

there's a shirt, a giant shirt

in my hands, and somewhere a small girl

standing next to her mother

watching to see how it's done.


                          - Tess Gallagher


Lament was written for Dr. Anna Burton in memory of her mother Florence Meister who used to play ragtime piano. Florence had much tragedy in her young life, which would have been right about the time of the writing of this poem. The song is inspired by the pathetic song of the Victorian era, usually told in the first person, involving a death or a tragedy such as The Baggage Coach Ahead, by Gussie L. Davis. In a less cynical age, and before the ubiquity of videos and recordings rendered performances commonplace, these songs would frequently move listeners to weeping. The tempo must be kept inexorably steady except where marked.


Lament

Listen, children:

Your father is dead.

From his old coats

I'll make you little jackets;

I'll make you little trousers

From his old pants.

There'll be in his pockets

Things he used to put there,

Keys and pennies

Covered with tobacco;

Dan shall have the pennies

To save in his bank;

Anne shall have the keys

To make a pretty noise with.

Life must go on,

Though good men die;

Anne, eat your breakfast;

Dan, take your medicine;

Life must go on;

I forget just why.

                       - Edna St. Vincent Millay


Nude at the Piano was my first collaboration with librettist Mark Campbell, with whom I would go on to write four operas. There are two attitudes in this song: A, frustrated, as in the first few bars, and B, self-pitying, in the waltz that follows. This alternates throughout. The recurring grace note slides should sound like a drunken stumble. There is leeway for rubato in the A sections, but the B sections need to be in strict time.


Nude at the Piano

Here I sit,

Nude at the piano,

On this cold, cold stool.

I got with me here

A bottle of beer

And I'm feeling like a fool.


And while I

Brood at the piano

You are somewhere faraway.

So I sit and I freeze

And I stare at the keys

Wishing I knew how to play.


I would jump

Off the Verrazano

But I'm really just too blue…


So I sit,

Nude at the piano,

The piano

I bought for you.

                      - Mark Campbell


Lawrence Ferlinghetti was a friend of the conductor George Cleve, the director of the San José Symphony for twenty years. Cleve invited him to an after party following a concert one night for what Ferlinghetti referred to as the 'donor class'. San José Symphony Reception (in flagrante delicto) was his response. The lusty, beat hallucination veers from quasi-Liszt through fractured Bach, to a sly allusion to Brahms' first cello sonata.


San José Symphony Reception (in flagrante delicto)

The bald man in plaid playing the harpsichord

        stopped short and sidled over

                                                       to the sideboard

      and copped a piece of Moka

                                                   on a silver plate

      and slid back and started playing again

           some kind of Hungarian rhapsodate

    while the lady in the green eyeshades

              leaned over him exuding

                                                     admiration and lust

Half-notes danced & tumbled

                                                out of his instrument

     exuding a faint odor of

                                          chocolate cake

In the corner I was taking

                               a course in musical destruction

    from the dark lady cellist

            who bent over me with her bow unsheathed

                   and proceeded to saw me in half

As a consequence my pants fell right off

        revealing a badly bent trombone which

             even the first flutist

                    who had perfect embouchure

                                             couldn't straighten out        

                                                                            - Lawrence Ferlinghetti

Archibald MacLeish's wife Ada is laughing in Old Photograph. But the laughter appears forced. The photograph in the poet's hands evokes a cascade of memories. Like Mélisande in Debussy's opera  (a role she sang), her eyes seem to be saying to the lens, “Ne me touchez pas.” The song is, in fact, made from musical snippets of the opera, most prominently the tune of  Mélisande's aria “Mes longs cheveux descendent jusqu'au seuil de la tour). The couple alluded to in the poem, Gerald and Sara Murphy, were wealthy arts patrons (Gerald an accomplished painter). The Murphys lived for a time as expatriates in a chalet in Cap d'Antibes that they dubbed “Villa America”. They regularly played host to Picasso, Hemingway, John Dos Passos and his wife, the Fitzgeralds and the MacLeishes, and many other creative luminaries of the early twentieth century.  As the song ends, the poet remains transfixed by the image of his young wife frozen in time, as the piano echoes the melody “Ne me touchez pas.”


Old Photograph

There she is.  At Antibes I'd guess

by the pines, the garden, the sea shine.


She's laughing.  Oh, she always laughed

at cameras.  She'd laugh and run

before that devil in the lens could catch her.

He's caught her this time though: look at her

eyes – her eyes aren't laughing.


There's no such thing as a fragrance in a photograph

but this one seems to hold a fragrance –

fresh-washed gingham in a summer wind.


Old?  Oh, thirty maybe.  Almost thirty.

This would have been the year I went to Persia –

they called it Persia then – Shiraz,

Bushire, the Caspian, Isfahan.

She sent me the news in envelopes lined in blue.

The children were well.  The Murphys were angels:

they had given her new potatoes as sweet as peas

on a white plate under the linden tree.

She was singing Melisande with Croiza –

“mes longs cheveux.”  She was quite, quite well.

I was almost out of my mind with longing for her . . .


There she is that summer in Antibes –

laughing

              with frightened eyes.          

                    - Archibald MacLeish


The tale told in Flamenco is true. C. K. Williams (or Charlie as we knew him) was in Spain and encountered this man in the street. Charlie was an amateur pianist who loved playing Chopin and held anyone who excelled at playing an instrument in high regard, hence, his admiration for this less-than-honest individual. The only truth about him was that “he played like a fiend.”

The singer is accompanied by all the guitaristic flamenco flourishes and a recurring downward arpeggio in scordatura open tuning.


Flamenco

I once met a flamenco guitarist,

in Spain, in Granada,

an American flamenco guitarist,

and Jewish, of all things,

who played like a fiend.


He called himself "Juan",

then something with an "S,"

not the "S" it had been,

but Solares or Sastres:

whatever; he played like a fiend.


He lived in a run-down hotel

which was really a whorehouse,

he told me; though mostly

what he told me were lies,

he did play like a fiend.


That he was an addict

he didn't say, but every few hours

he went for a shot,

because he was sick, he said:

but he played like a fiend,


Or perhaps I should say,

"played like a fiend

when he played,"

because he was often "nodding,"

and no one asleep plays like a fiend.


How had it happened?

Who knows?  It happened to him,

it could happen to you,

or to me, and I for one

never played like a fiend.


He lived in a whorehouse

and lied and played like a fiend.

Should there be more?

There's no more.

Just that he played like a fiend.


- C. K. Williams



“To face the truth of the passing away of the world and make song of it, make beauty of it, is not to solve the riddle of our mortal lives, but perhaps to accomplish something more.” (MacLeish: Poetry and Experience) Sarah's Song was written for the 20th anniversary of the AIDS Quilt Songbook and the text is taken from MacLeish's play J. B.  - the story of a modern-day Job.  At the end of the play, when his all alone, his world in shambles, his wife Sarah returns to him, holding a twig of forsythia, a symbol of rebirth.  A redaction of their conversation before her final soliloquy is worth quoting:

      J.B.          He (God) does not love.  He

                 Is.

Sarah:       But we do.  That's the wonder.

J.B.           It's too dark to see.

Sarah:       Then blow on the coal of the heart, my

                 darling.    

J. B.         The coal of the heart...


Sarah's Song is set as a lullaby, inspired by Chopin's Berceuse.


Blow on the coal of the heart…       It's all the light now.


Blow on the coal of the heart. The candles in churches are out.


The lights have gone out in the sky.

Blow on the coal of the heart. And we'll see by and by...We'll see where we are.


Cry for justice and the stars. Will stare until your eyes sting. Weep,


Enormous winds will thrash the water.

Cry in sleep for your lost children,

Snow will fall...

          Snow will fall.


Blow on the coal of the heart...     It's all the light now.


The wit won't burn and the wet soul smoulders.

Blow on the coal of the heart and we'll know...

We'll know...

We'll see where we are.


                    - Archibald MacLeish


William Herman was a poet, scholar, novelist, and personal friend. I want is typical of his work: unflinchingly observant,

self-aware and unsentimental, though his personality was expansive and warm. Shortly before his death he had given me a clutch of poems. This one appealed to me immediately as a song.



I want

I want to know someone who looks like me,

Someone with my smile,

My cracks and folds,

My knees, my sense of doom…

What he knows

He can tell when it rains

He's always suppressing a sob

That's what he looks like

The fat around the middle

The flexibility of his joints,

You wouldn't think it possible,

His nose runs at the oddest times.

(See? There it goes…)

I'd like there to be an intimacy between us.

I have a thousand questions.

                    - William Herman


A triolet is a poetic form consisting of eight lines in a specific rhyme scheme. Triolet, the song, was written in the style of a 19th century parlor song.


Triolet

Sleep on her breast,

Rose of my heart!

Flower so blest,

Sleep on her breast;

I crave thy rest,

Alone, apart!

Sleep on her breast,

Rose of my heart.

                    - Eugene O'Neill



VOLUME 6


Mark Strand's poetry in Another Place inhabits a twilight world between waking and dreaming, darkness and light, living and dying. Strand had a special awareness of light as he was also a gifted painter and wrote a short volume on the works of Edward Hopper. And as with the figures in Hopper's images, there is a solitary quality to the narrator of these poems. In referencing the Wallace Stevens poem Waving Adieu, Adieu, Adieu, Strand says that “in a world without heaven all is farewell.” There is much that is valedictory in these verses. Yet his dark sensibility is always leavened with sardonic wit. The challenge for the young singer is to inhabit an old man's thoughts. This cycle was originally written for soprano and string quartet.    


The Coming of Light is a celebration that love is not solely the provenance of the young. Like grace, it can come to us unmerited and unbidden. There is an ecstatic quality to this poem, and it should be delivered with a sense of wonder as tomorrow's dust (which we all are) flares into breath.


Another Place speaks of a different light, barely bright enough to illuminate an eerie landscape. The line “he is not someone I know” bisects the poem like the horizon between sky and its mirror image in the water. The song is built on a twelve-note passacaglia and variations. The atmosphere is hushed and twilit.


The quote introducing the poem XVIII from Dark Harbor is by Rainer Maria Rilke from Lament in his Das Buch der Bilder.

The bold introductory chords usher in a turning outward to the world, and away from the dark introspection of the previous poem. The atmosphere is light, dancing. However, as the poet says, “but not for long.” Strand's use of anaphora “In which my…” appropriates the cadence of a Lenten litany. The last line invokes dancing, which has long been a metaphor for life. It is important for the pianist to bear in mind the that the piece was originally written for string quartet and retain the feeling of chamber music.


The title of An Old Man Awake in His Own Death is an inversion of Wallace Stevens' A Child Asleep in Its Own Life. This poem transpires in another eerie no-man's-landscape, harkening back to the second song. To quote another of his verses, "I am writing from a place you have never been,/Where the trains don't run, and planes/Don't land". It is truly another place, where things are no longer what they were, and darkness can shine. The song's only outburst, the heart of the poemand perhaps the cycle, is "Once I was whole, once I was young..." The music after should evoke a ticking clock.


Following the references to ships and stars, the piece concludes, fittingly, with The End. The middle section (3/4) musically harks back to the dance in the third song. The musical setting belies the seriousness of the text, and that friction is what makes it work. It should be delivered in a frank and unsentimental way.


The Coming of Light

Even this late it happens:

the coming of love, the coming of light.

You wake and the candles are lit as if by themselves,

stars gather, dreams pour into your pillows,

sending up warm bouquets of air.

Even this late the bones of the body shine

and tomorrow's dust flares into breath.


Another Place

I walk

into what light

there is


not enough for blindness

or clear sight

of what is to come


yet I see

the water

the single boat

the man standing


he is not someone I know


this is another place

what light there is

spreads like a net

over nothing


what is to come

has come to this

before


this is the mirror

in which pain is asleep

this is the country

nobody visits


XVIII from Dark Harbor

“I would like to step out of my heart's door and be

Under the great sky.” I would like to step out

And be on the other side, and be part of all

That surrounds me. I would like to be

In that solitude of soundless things, in the random

Company of the wind, to be weightless, nameless.


But not for long, for I would be downcast without

The things I keep inside my heart; and in no time

I would be back. Ah! the old heart


In which I sleep, in which my sleep increases, in which

My grief is ponderous, in which the leaves are falling,

In which the streets are long, in which the night


Is dark, in which the sky is great, the old heart

That murmurs to me of what cannot go on,

Of the dancing, of the inmost dancing.


An Old Man Awake in His Own Death

This is the place that was promised

when I went to sleep,

taken from me when I woke.


This is the place unknown to anyone,

where names of ships and stars

drift out of reach.


The mountains are not mountains anymore;

the sun is not the sun.

One tends to forget how it was;


I see myself, I see

the shine of darkness on my brow.

Once I was whole, once I was young...


As if it mattered now

and you could hear me

and the weather of this place would ever cease.


The End

Not every man knows what he shall sing at the end,

Watching the pier as the ship sails away, or what it will seem like

When he's held by the sea's roar, motionless, there at the end,

Or what he shall hope for once it is clear that he'll never go back.


When the time has passed to prune the rose or caress the cat,

When the sunset torching the lawn and the full moon icing it down

No longer appear, not every man knows what he'll discover instead.

When the weight of the past leans against nothing, and the sky


Is no more than remembered light, and the stories of cirrus

And cumulus come to a close, and all the birds are suspended in flight,

Not every man knows what is waiting for him, or what he shall sing

When the ship he is on slips into darkness, there at the end.


Be Music, Night begins with flash of fire and light and ends with a gentle, nocturnal lullaby.


Sri Aurobindo was an Indian nationalist who turned from politics to spirituality. Three of the texts are hortatory, one conversational. The first invokes fire, light, ecstasy, and infinity; the second, the four winds; the third, the earth and its fruits, and the last, mirroring the first, night, sea, sky, earth, and the deity.


In the Hindu marriage ritual, the Holy Fire is witness to the couple's vows. In Bride of the Fire, the speaker is setting aside earthly cares and desires, and entering a union with enlightenment and spiritual ecstasy – literally, to stand outside one's self.  The music oscillates between incandescence and calm. The repeated note can be taken with alternating hands for added brilliance.


In contrast, Carl Sandburg, the plainspoken Chicago poet, murmurs sensuously to the elements in Baby Song of the Four Winds. The poem is set as a bluesy lullaby.


Autumn is a time of taking stock, for winter isn't far off. In Léonie Adams' For Harvest, the summer was a season of strife. But the speaker is determined to rejoin the world under an autumn sky.  The music is sober and contemplative.


Kenneth Patchen was a pacifist poet and novelist.  Be Music, Night is but one of many poems dedicated to Miriam Patchen, his wife of 37 years.  The language is high-flown and lyrical; the music, gently rocking.


Summer Stars

The sky bowl is not a vista one can survey from a high rise in an eastern seaboard metropolis – Summer Stars is a decidedly midwestern poem. I first used this poem in tandem with another, Stars, Songs, Faces, by Carl Sandburg in a setting for SATB, two horns and harp. In this incarnation, the piano suggests the twinkling of stars.


Bend low again, night of summer stars.

So near you are, sky of summer stars,

So near, a long-arm man can pick off stars,

Pick off what he wants in the sky bowl,

So near you are, summer stars,

So near, strumming, strumming,

          So lazy and hum-strumming.


                                     - Carl Sandburg


Nightsong

A stark contrast to Summer Stars, Nightsong is spare and desolate - the speaker finds solace neither by lamplight nor daylight. Like Intermezzo from Quiet Songs, the voice is accompanied solely by trio of instruments.

The poet, Amy Burton, has supplied this comment:

"The words of this poem are spoken by someone in the wake of a deep loss.  Going to bed, once a cozy ritual for two, is now a solitary and confusing one."


I turn out the light

I whisper goodnight

And the room is filled

With the absence of

You.


I turn on the light

Feeling lost in the dark

But the room isn't bright

In the absence of

You.


I manage by day

I do all right.

But at night, in my sleep

Sometimes I weep.


I turn out the light the light

I whisper goodnight

The room is filled

With the absence of You.

                                          - Amy Elizabeth Burton


Piano

The poem by D. H. Lawrence is laced with longing and the distant memory of childhood. The song is particularly challenging for the pianist, as it is a transcription from the orchestra, and great care must be taken with balance and pedaling – counterpoint must remain clear and tutti sections set off from more intimate chamber music textures.


Softly, in the dusk, a woman is singing to me;                         

Taking me back down the vista of years, till I see     

A child sitting under the piano, in the boom of the tingling strings                                                  

And pressing the small, poised feet of a mother who smiles as

she sings.                                   

In spite of myself, the insidious mastery of song     

Betrays me back, till the heart of me weeps to belong     

To the old Sunday evenings at home, with the winter outside

And hymns in the cozy parlour, the tinkling piano our guide.                    

So now it is vain for the singer to burst into clamour     

With the great black piano appassionato. The glamour

Of childish days is upon me, my manhood is cast      

Down in a flood of remembrance, I weep like a child for

the past.                 

                                                                                          - D.H. Lawrence